final update about 2009.. first post in year 2010! :)

let's see.. it's year 2010 now!~ happy new year people!~ some updates of wat i've done.. :)

1) i went to 2009 psych annual ball :)

evie, grace, me n val chua

i dunno when this was taken. but nice in the sense i was laughing like a 'siao char bo'

desserts for me n grace :)

appetizer (we only had it after the main course. funny. but yes. hehe.)

anyhow. Grace and I was the last to finish the food. omg. XD shows that we took alot. aiyo. wat to do. pay so much .. must eat more too!~

Grace and I

Grace, Evie, me

my mummy :)

my daddy :)

my grandparents on the left :)

me n my mum :)

2) we had a wonderful xmas party on 25.12.2009 at Bandar Bukit Tinngi 2, Klang (aka my aunt's hse)

cute baby hui xin

a close up one :)

3) went back to mum's hometown, Kampar.. had a great one. but also a terror trip. i had diarrhea.. thank goodness i'm doing good now :)

Last but not least.. it was a memorable year i had in 2009.. went thru bpsych 2nd year's toughness.. gonna face FIN202 soon. many things to do. need to meet up people but i have never met up any of them. had fun shopping with my couz n aunt n mum ytd at sg wang and sunway pyramid.. made full use of the 1st day of 2010.. hope dat i can make it better for the whole year.. pray hard that i can find a suitable uni to further my studies and then get to enter it.. n get loan or scholarships to reduce my parent's finance problem.. :) oh oh. not to forget.. even get a suitable job :) Welcome year 2010! :)

Let's GO!~

looking into the burning lights.. making wishes that WILL come true.. keeping friends and family around me tight...

loving the rain~

i dunno why, i went tru someone's blog. read one post. and it bothered me. i'm feeling guilty. i just.. feel reli bad about it. i need someone. i'll talk to u Lord. be right next to me. thanks..

MoVinG Up. n down

i need to grow up. high up.. to avoid my body from growing fats which is going by sideways. =.= anyway. growing up has another meaning too. i've been stuck in my past. thinking of how nice it would be if.. if this if that.. kinda like the 'tyranny of should'. just something that would not happen anymore. i've been making myself happier by always reminiscing the happy times i had during childhood and my studying times in school. which is totally not the way it is now in uni life.

i feel so tiny little bit in my own world. i wanna run out of it. i've been turning in circles in my own protected garden. all the beautiful sunshine.. aww.. how sweet. but reality never really turn out that way right? i've heard from one of the sermon saying that.. be strong and persistent in ur prayers and it will be heard.. but the problem is.. i always forget my prayers :(i should put more effort in it don't i? anyway. i'm grateful with the current things i've got. more than i need. i'm learning to appreciate what God gave me. trying to spend more time with those who love me. and with the spare time.. i would wanna spend time with the people i care. there's too many of them. and certain ones.. are near.. but i feel as if they are just faraway from my world. untouchable. cant approach. cant hear nor see their mind n heart. totally had no idea wat they are thinking..

first thing i need to do now is to keep myself organized and disciplined. i've been putting on loads of weight nowadays. plus.. it's a festive season with loads of food. not to mention.. we've been eating alot (specifically, me) when we went for christmas caroling at 7 different houses in 2days.. on the 23rd n 24th Dec.. and worse thing.. have been attending lots of wedding dinner in these few months.. and it'll be CNY real soon.. food again. T_T how to resist? extra terror situation is when i don't wake up and exercise. and if i did. it'll be once in the whole year. whoa. i wanna reduce weight, yet i'm eating loads and not exercising. haiz.. and during finals.. my mouth had been real itchy. i've ate ALOT i mean really LOTS. what excuse i gave myself for eating more during finals was.. i need it to increase brain juice. lame but yea.. useful. lol.

that is why.. i've been reducing the supper time thingy. so i always try to sleep earlier. do u realise that u'll get really hungry if u sleep late? hahaha. oh. anyhow. then then.. i need to go out with my frens. a few asked me out. few times. but i failed to fulfill such simple request. really sorry. oh no. what should i do? thinkin about going with frens.. each and single one of them just dunno each other.. i cant ask them out one shot together.. :( so it'll take more time.. and i dunno how to do the tutorial questions for FIN202. i understand what was taught in class. but i had totally no idea about the things he was answering in the tutorials. i need to revise. which will be done only once the class starts again and when finals is around the corner. how ironic..

omg omg. i'm going nuts with all the thoughts. hmm.. let's see. owh. i saw szelynn today when i came out from KJ McD.. haha. and heard some Myvi honking. i was wondering wat's wrong with the Myvi. then the window came down. surprisingly.. it's Yee En. and someone next to him. a guy. i dunno who. anyway. really feeling bad now that i've somehow.. gave a lame reply to Yee En when he asked me how come i didnt recognize him. i was trying to be not me =.= guess wat. i replied this, 'oh. cant recognize u cuz u look more like a gal.' actually.. i was just trying to tease him about his long hair. different hairstyle. cant believe i've used such mean way in saying it. argh. i just. cant believe i did that. on a second thought when i was home after saying all those words.. i realised one thing. i cant even see him in the Myvi until he put down the window. the glass was tinted. and who would expect him to be there right? and i'm short sighted. and he was in US. i wasnt close to him at all. how would i even noe he's back =.= ok. enuf of excuses.. if he so happens to see this (which is IMPOSSIBLE) i would wanna say. sorry. i feel as if i've embarrassed myself. =.=

anyway.. last but not least.. it's my sister.. mabel's birthday today!! hope she gets to spend her bday happily.. cuz i cant go out with her.. i'm going back hometown soon.. hehe. another birthday gal is soppie..

happy birthday my dear girls~ HUGS~

right after finals~~

yippieeee!~ done with finals. kinda screwed it. but nvm nvm. hope i passsed the ppr with a good grade :) oh.. then went to de-stress.. went midvalley with cao, meimei, zhuren and evie :) we wanted to watch the princess and the frog de.. but then.. it's full in the way we will be separated.. so we decided to watch 'Couples retreat'.. i feel that it's funny and it's touching :) haha.. u should try watchin.. reli funny at certain scenes.. :)

midvalley was decorated nice nicely le~

beautiful cage :)

while discussing about.. i dunno. cuz evie just snapped. i dunno when.. LOL

both evie and zhu ren being captured in the cage.. lol. taken when i was buyin prezzies T_T

tadaaa~ me, cao (aka my sis's naima), meimei(my sis)

yay!! happy.. but then rite.. was walking around in midvalley till 6 something.. backache liao.lol. old d.. erm. didnt get anything except a book. which i tot of usin it for prezzies exchange during xmas party at my aunt's hse. lol. quite a funny and useful one :)

oh oh. i should have followed them back to coll then home.. was waiting at mv alone =.= then mana tau my mum didnt wanna come. haiz.. so.. luckily my uncle so ngam passed by so he turned in to pick me up. ^^ had dinner at my uncle's hse with my grandmother.. then watched the korean boys over flower. funny n happy :)

that's all!! today hols!! but gonna do financial management's hw :P

hugs~

sad sad.. today the whole garden went out!! without me T_T haiz. sad ah!! so geram. cuz my piano teacher cant make it in the morning.. so he came in the afternoon. made me whole day so sad. was screaming so loud at home -.- went crazy. but nvm la. now ok d.. but still. sad cant join them. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hope they had a wonderful day. waiting to hear from them :P